Thing that I really do not want to happen.

This blog has long been abandoned and looks like the writer has almost forgot it's main purpose. Which. To talk about things that occurs that triggers the thinking head. (Read: fikiran tatkala kejadian). 

So, back to the square one. My first ever semester break after 2 years of studying health science was occupied by me watching tv. 

(I just feel my precious nap time getting wasted being outside of the house).

So, here the piece that starts to kick my mind to write again.

Greys Anatomy Season 2 Episode: Tell Me Sweet Little Lies.

To be fair, I'm not telling the whole episode synopsis here, I'm going straight to the scene that causes me to think.

There's Sophie,  she had hip replacement surgery a month ago and was discharged from hospital but refuse to go.

And.

Sophie excuse to not leaving is to wait until her daughter finished setting Sophie's room at the daughter house which non exist.

Sadly, her daughter has plan her to stay at Sugar Maple Nursing Home. 

There's Malay quote saying, one mother could nurture 10 children but the children won't guarantee to be able to take care of one mom when she's old.

I used to help in hospital, and I read numbers of patients bed ticket which address to nursing home.

The children are there. I see they could afford people to take care of their mom instead. They're busy. Visit their mom only for 10min/day and after their mom had recover, return the mom to nursing home.

The old-man doesn't like it. They rather be at home alone than any nursing home. They rather stay with the child even the way the child take care of them is harsh compared to a nurse. Let them stay with us. Even there's no enough room in our house. Let them stay with us, even if we don't have the 24/7 time to spend for them. 

I pray really hard to Allah, that He won't give me such a brutal heart to let my mom being sent to nursing home. I hope my siblings wont mind to take turn to take care of my mom. She's our mom. Even I'm the daughter doesn't make sons to be free from responsible.

For the time being. I'm praying for my mom's good health. Love you mom.

Insan Berjasa

8 Ramadhan lalu

Telah pergi seorang sosok laki2 yang telah banyak menabur budi buatku...

Menemuinya sang pencipta...

Tidakku sangka begitu singkat masa ku bersamanya...

Jasanya masih tidak sempat ku balas...

Padanya aku menumpang kasih seorang bapa dek kesibukan dan kealpaan bapaku...

Teringat saban waktu menjemputku pulang dari sekolah, tidak dilupa membeli keledek goreng kegemaranku...

Tidak pernah gagal menghadirkan diri untuk mengambil buku laporan akademik ku menggantikan orang tuaku...

Tatkala ku dewasa, ternanti-nanti kepulanganku yang sibuk mengejar cita-cita...

Dikaitkan buah mangga di pohon belakang rumahnya, dan siap dikupas khas buatku...

Tatkala menziarahnya ketika keuzurannya melanda, kelihatan badannya yang semakin cengkung tidak berdaya...

Semasa kecilku, terngiang-ngiang alunan iqamat, ayat suci al-Quran dan zikrullah seusai dia solat...

Ya Allah, jauhkan hambamu itu dari segala azab kubur dan azab akhiratmu...

Kau lapangkan, terangkan dan harumkan kuburnya Ya Allah..


Ya Rasullullah, berikan dia syafaat...

Semoga roh mu tenang di sana...
Ayah long...

Kerana dia bapaku yang tidak bertalian darah...

Sungguh aku kasih padanya...

Al-Fatihah

Keterujaan yang takut diterlupakan

Dalam sistem saraf, selain kewujudan neuron (saraf), wujud sel (cells) lain yang dinamakan Neuroglia (bm tak tahu ape). Neuroglia bertindak seperti gam (glue) yang memastikan kedudukan neurons tetap bersama-sama ( held nervouss tissue together).

Sebelum dihuraikan dengan lebih lanjut, sistem saraf manusia terbahagi kepada 2 cabang

• Sistem saraf pusat/tengah (Central Nervous System)
• Sistem saraf pinggiran/peiferal (peripheral nervous system)

Dalam CNS neroglia yang wujud dalamnya antaranya ialah:

• Astrocytes
• Oligodendrocytes
• Microglia
• Ependymal Cells

Salah satu fungsi Astrocyte tu yang sangat mengujakan saya. 

Ia membaluti blood capillaries dan menghasilkan cecair kimia yang menghalang kemasukan bahan2 berbahaya ke dalam darah.

 Nak tgk gambar nya??

TAda!!

"Biar putus harapan, jangan putus makan"- Upin Ipin

HAHA..

Dah kata budak-budak, memang fikiran tak matang lagi.
Kita yang dah matang ni, jangan berfikiran macam budak-budak pulak.

So, this is my first entri for 2013.

Azam baru,
Harap tak tertidur dalam kelas, masa kuliah, ceramah, and apa-apa yang berbentuk ilmiah

Ok

Tu je.

Cukuplah.
Berazam banyak-banyak nanti tak tertcapai jadi loser pula..

Till then.
Assalammualaikum

What I've learned

Last December 6, 2012
My friends and I had officially graduate from diploma (I siku org yg lekeh2 dip).
The ceremony was too long because our faculty have ton of students who managed to graduate.
Alhamdulillah
We proud of ourselves and this convocation is actually a gift to parents from us because this way we can make our parents proud.
Not to mention for student who manage to get award during the ceremony.
Congratulations everyone of you

The point is, over three years of studying like hell, it is a waste if we just forget what we learn because of the vision we hold 'study for exam'.
Perhaps, if the valuable knowledge like physics, chemistry, biology, computer science and entrepreneurship were easily put aside by us, how about the non-theory things that we learn outside the class during all the three years?
Friendship, love, sacrifices, effort, determination, discipline and etc. would also easily forget by us.

So, let's not forget everything we learnt.
I take this opportunity to glue my memories and what I learn from friends over three years of diploma here

Before taking bus to hall: I learn a lot together with them, some of it how to rise after failure, how to work hard to achieves something and how to camhore.. heheh

Behind the stage: I learn silat together with feqa n syida, owh, congrats ika! hehe

Antara yang sempat bergambar.. Diorang brilliant students yg boleh belajar macam2 dgn dorg... So, jgn jauhi ilmuan.. dekati mereka

With her I learn how to organize a small party for beloved friend and how to pump tyre.. haha

I learn love, hardship, sacrifices, cook, dress, speak English and almost everything form her

I learn valuable thing during degree from this diploma friend, "we're not study for excel in exam but to contribute to society". She advised me when I told my test's mark sucks.  So, I don't really mind if I don't scores good grade as long as don't have to repeat.

What I think right now is how to apply what I learn in helping people. To get high mark is just bonus =)

my Cameragirl I hope this fella could succeed in what she plan in life. I didn't inspire her enough though.

This picture was stolen by someone FB, emm.. I learn to 'bonceng' motorcycle and cook with her. Great experience. 

Look, there are so many things that we could learn from different persons. *Note that I learn a lot from others besides people above, it just that I don't have their picture on convocation days

So, make a lot of friends, true friends instead of enemy even we can learn a lot from them but better no need.

Do not study only for exam but study because you wanted to know it (bajet aku buat. hehe)

Learning process not only happen in class but also through friendship, family bond and life. Broad our mind and learn every single thing on earth.

Thank you everybody that teaches me every single thing in my life.

Live life to the fullest

Bye

Unplanned Post

Urimaniye.. (Its been a while) since my last post..

I had quit from working at the firm.
For good.

Which I decide to further my study.
Now, it is almost one month.
I am still struggle to adjust, adapt and learn.

I found that working is really helping me to understand life and working environment better.
Besides meeting new friends who are majority older than me, I experience great value of being subordinate, clique, or leader from others. 

New learning environment also taught me a lot.
The stress, surprise, discipline, routine is going to kill me. (jokes)
But seriously it put me in pressure situation.

P/s: should this post is to share some of what i had learnt. Somehow, i still dont understand what i learning so.. next time ok...

Menuju Sesuap Nasi

Dulu pergi sekolah jalan kaki/berlari-lari/sembunyi2~

Mcm pelik je statement nak pergi sekolah dengan cara sembunyi2.

Bukan ape, sekolah dengan katil 30 langkah je..
(Dengan kata lain duduk asrama) har har har har..

Terbangun lambat, assembly sudah start haruslah sembunyi2 masuk kelas terus.
Terkantoi dengan warden kalo lambat, tu yang berlari-lari sama ada dikejar atau didenda lari keliling padang dulu, baru masuk kelas.
Kalau bangun ikut pada waktu pastilah aku berjalan dengan girang menuju ke kelas dengan lenggang kangkung.

Jadinya, haruslah aku tiada pengalaman nak naik public transport bagai, nak ke sekolah atau kolej.

Alkisah dah keroje dapatlah satu lagi pengalaman berharga jutaria.

Tunggu bas tak sampai2
Naik LRT tak duduk2
Hirup asap bas, motor, kereta,lori dan rokok adalah perkara baru.
Almaklum, kawan ni perumah berjaya yang jarang menunggu di tepi jalan.

Kalau hari hujan lagi sedih.
Terpaksalah aku keluar duit naik taxi yang mewah jika dibandingkan dengan bas.
Alih2 hari tu, taxi pun orang beratur macam nak beli tiket wayang da..
Tengok jam dah lambat nak masuk ofis.
(harap maklum ofis saya gune finger print bukan punch card)
Manelah boleh mintak tolong orang main punch card aku.
Takpe pengalaman gak la kan.

If hujan, aku tak kisah la kena naik taxi sbb itu kerja Allah.
Yang aku malas ni kena naik taxi, sbb bas yang sepatutnya rotate kat kawasan bus stop aku yg tak sampai2.
Payoh la gini
Kawe bukan jutawan.
Ish tak baik berkira, duit boleh dicari.

LRT tu laju kan.
Ini statement.
Sebab LRT tak payah berhenti kat trffic light or bersesak-sesak dengan kenderaan lain.
Di samping kos yang murah dan tak perlu tekan2 pedal minyak.
Oleh itu, LRT dah jadi nadi manusia yang menuju tempat kerja.

2 hari selepas perhimpunan BERSIH, setiap tren yang sampai ke stn aku pasti penuh.
Nak masuk sumbat2 pun tak dapat.
Tambahan lagi, bilangan coach yang sampai asyik 2 je tak ade yang 4.
Den lopeh kan 6 TREN, tak naik2 dgn harapan ado la yg belakang nnt kosong.
Haram.
Tgk jam dah kira lambat tahap dewa.
Sampai tren yg ke-7 aku nekad naik.
Phew...
Pengalaman naik bas Pilah-Seremban dan komuter Seremban- KLSentral  mmg berguna.. hihihi
Dah sampai stn, jgn harap la eden nk tunggu bas, keluar duit taxi lerr direct ke ofis.

Aku konklusi kan
Dari dulu mak aku pergi kerja naik public transport.
Dah lame merase.
Jadi ape la sgt dengan pengalaman yg aku dapat ni.

Endure ok.

Besides, barulah aku nak appreciate dapat duduk asrama selama ni.
Pelajaran tak terjejas mana la.
So, prefectss out there, jgn nak sesuka je denda student lambat datang, tanya dulu.

Meskipun dah habis belajar aku harap tragedi PILAH-SEREMBAN tak akan ku alami lagi, Allah tetap bagi.
Mungkin untuk persediaan mental dan fizikal future yg lebih mencabar.

Tak koje, kebulur teman.