Friday, January 26, 2018

Terima Kasih

So, 'something happened'.

Thanks to you.
I just realized what I just realized of soooo many things.

What my mother's expectation for me, her concern and aguish.

All this while I only know her expectation for my study.

The differences between my mother acceptence of other people would say and how I dont give a damn what people even think about me. =)

Furthermore, you kind of open my eyes of what financial status I should have to have even a moderate wedding. Before this I have never think about it because marriage is on my almost bottom on my wishlist. -_-

Moreover, what has happened kind of teach me how to control my financial. As, I realized to marry you I need to have some amount of money so, I put aside my not important desire and to limit my lunch and dinner expenditure. Prior to this, I dont know I am capable of working, study and sleeping with stomach growling for food because I already over my budget limit for that day. I'm totally junkfood free too >_<

Besides, this situation has taught me to be a little bit discipline. If I want to cut down my food expenditure I need to pack my lunch and cook at home. To do so, I need to wake up a little bit early. And dinner i have to discipline make food at home instead of buying.

This situation also make me pay attention more to less fortunate people. It has taught me that my problem is smaller compare to others who suffer from physical impairment, loan problems, family problems and more.

I just know about myself. How I react to sadness and how long I need to bounce back to my previous self before you entered for a very short while.

Alhamdulillah for this valuable life lesson ya Rabb. And thanks to you.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018


Day 3 trying to redha.

Wallahi it so painful and the tears wont stop.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Calon

Ciri2 Suami Aku Nak (versi idealistic)

Boleh jadi Imam
Amalkan pergi masjid
Solat cukup 5 waktu
Sedap suara time azan
Pandai tilawah
Pandai main alat muzik
Boleh nyanyi
Sedap mata memandang
Senyuman menawan
BMI seimbang
Takde penyakit yang boleh diwariskan kpd bakal anak2
Ade kerja tetap
Orang KL or Selangor
Ade kereta
Bercadang nak ada rumah sendiri
Pengasih
Tahu masak
Sedia menerima kekurangan diri
Pandai layan baby dan budak kecik
Tahu nak fit in dengan masyarakat
Rajin dan boleh diajak menziarah sanak saudara
Pandai buat lawak
Protective
Suke berbincang
Syg & bleh berkorban utk parents saya & die


Ciri2 Suami Aku Nak (versi realistic)

Solat cukup 5 waktu
At least pergi masjid time solat Jumaat, Raya, Terawikh, or maghrib time on weekend
Berpotensi untuk ajar bakal anak2 mengaji
Boleh sara hidup berkeluarga
Ade kereta
Tahu nak didik isteri dengan hikmah
Takde penyakit yang boleh tersebar melalui hubungan suami isteri
At least sudi ketawa bila dengar lawak aku
Suka berbincang
Rajin dan boleh diajak menziarah sanak saudara
Syg & bleh berkorban utk parents saya & die

Yeah.... That was before 'something happen'.

Currently the most prominent characteristic he must posses is patience/sabar.

I'm looking for someone who gonna patiently wait.
Wait while i slowly juggle my life-affair, family-affair, career-affair, finance-affair.
More importantly he'll wait untill my mom give the greenlight.

Before 'something happen' i really dont really know my mom. Thanks to this 'something happen' I know what it takes to get mom's greenlight.

Patient to wait while I raise my own fund for my wedding that my mom's has everything imagined.

So, if the guy can't be patient, we can't be together.

*New additional point
Must be someone that will respect my family. I know my family will commit wrong but he's must be someone who sill can respect them.

Yeah. People can say u gonna be andartu what so ever but my mom dont give a damn about it. So,

Till I find someone like that. Anyeong!

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Monday, August 15, 2016

Ditegur (The warning)

Since I get my holiday, I've been lazy around ALOT. I got up for fajr at 6.45am.
For the record, I woke up at 6.00am if I need to attend class in the morning.

So the 'subuh gajah' continue for almost a month. Usually I get to do that only on weekend.

So, one fine day, I lost my IC card and license. After done the police report, I went to renew my IC.
Guess what? been charged for RM110 for that.

So, morning prayer is synonym with the door of rezeki.
There goes my RM110 rezeki due to delaying my solat.

Plus, Azan is a call for success right?
Guess what? I need to postpone my driving test due to the lost. See my success been postponed?

I believe all these happened due to my 'subuh gajah' habit.
Allah trying to correct me someway.

Astgahfirullah alazim. I repent to you Allah. Forgive me.
I will try to get up earlier.
*set alarm at 6.30*
It's a start. I better take it slowly or else, everything will go wrong.

till then. jaga solat.

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Song and the story behind

But piece by piece he collected me
Up off the ground but you abandoned things
And piece by piece he filled the holes that you burned in me
At six years old and you know
He never walks away
He never asks for money
He takes care of me
He loves me
Piece by piece
He restored my faith
That a man can be kind
And a father could stay

- piece by piece, Kelly Clarkson

"I hope that one day I would find the 'he' that also will restore my faith of a man called father"

P/s: Happy married life my dustbin. I hope Mr. F gonna take good care of you as much as your father cherish you. 

Sakinah mawadah wa rahmah

Thursday, December 24, 2015

Ulangkaji Topik: Warga Tua

Menurut World Health Organization (WHO), warga tua adalah individu yang berusia 60 tahun ke atas. Walau bagaimana pun, Malaysia meletakkan individu berumur 65 tahun ke atas dalam lingkungan warga tua.  Sebenarnya, definisi warga tua di setiap negara kadang2 berbeza mengikut cara hidup tempat masing2.

Hal ini, kerana di jepun warga tuanya mampu hidup sehingga 86 tahun. Malaysia sendiri dalam lingkungan 72 hingga 74 tahun dan negara2 bergolak atau mundur warga tua lazimnya hidup bawah 50 tahun. Meskipun begitu, di setiap negara perempuan dipercayai hidup lebih lama berbanding lelaki. 

"Women rules!!"
#eh

Dalam subjek ini, pensyarah selalu merujuk negara jepun dan singapura. Mungkin sebab 2 negara dalam lingkungan Asia dan lebih dekat dengan Malaysia. Oh ya! Jepun dan Singapura adalah negara yang ramai warga tuanya. Sebenarnya ada banyak lagi negara warga tua tinggi lain seperti Finland, Sweden, dll.

Negara berpopulasi tua tinggi. Dilorek dengan merah


Peta dunia


Definisi "aging/ageing" penuaan menurut WHO.

A biological reality which has its own dynamic, largely beyond human control. 
The loss of roles accompanying physical decline which is significant in defining old age.
Active contribution is no longer possible.

Kejadian biologikal yang berlaku secara dinamik, disebabkan peredaran waktu dan tidak dapat dihentikan oleh manusia.

Individu yang kehilangan peranan dalam masyarakat diikuti dengan kemerosotan kebolehan fizikal.

Akhirnya, sumbangan kepada maysarakat semakin berkurang dan tidak boleh aktif seperti sebelumnya.

Cuba check diri sendiri kot2 ade sifat2 ini. hehehe
'Tengah berfikir nak tulis pasal teori penuaan secara mudah'

Faktor yang menyumbang kepada survival warga tua di negara adalah:
1. Kadar kematian berkurangan
2. Kadar kelahiran berkkurangan
3. Migrasi penduduk
!Fakta menarik.
Kedatangan imigrant yang selalunya berusia 15-40 tahun mampu menyeimbangkan demogrfi mengikut usia populasi.

Mengapa pentingnya mengawal peratusan populasi warga tua? Berikut adalah kesan-kesan peningkatan warga tua di sesebuah negara.
1. Perkhidmatan perubatan akan lebih banyak mengendalikan kes penyakit kronik berbanding penyakit 'acute'.
2. Penurunan populasi 'working-age' dalam negara berikutan peningkatan populasi pesara.
3. Peningkatan keperluan klinik daerah di luar bamdar.
4. Peningkatan rumah orang tua serta penghuninya.
5. Warga tua tersisih dari arus pemodenan.
6. Penigkatan tahap kebergantungan warga tua  kepada masyarakat.
Akan disambung....

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always annoy the others. i'm enjoy doing various things but obsess only to one kind of things. hold tight my Principe.